Friday, January 27, 2017

A Shoutout to the Universe, I'm looking for love


Dear Universe,

This 2017, one of my biggest wishes is to finally find the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I know that this blog is often a receptacle to house stories and anecdotes about the temporary men that pass through my life, but this time, I'm hoping that you hear me because I feel that I am ready to receive love with someone that loves me just as much with open arms.

I was actually contemplating the question, of whether I wanted love or whether I just wanted the high that came with flirting around. I want both. I want the delicious feeling of getting to know someone. The unwrapping and the discovery. The accompanying intimacy, not just the sex, that follows. The intimacy that covers the little things to the big things. I just want to share my life with someone. I want a king to walk alongside me on my journey. 

I wonder where life will take me this year. But I hope that I can look back on this time and smile, because you heard me, Universe. I know for sure that there's someone out there who wants me as much as I want him.

The man that balances earthy practicality with exciting, fiery passion. The man that knows when to be practical and grounded, as well as spontaneous and exciting. A man who will show up for me and walk alongside me, can handle the light that I give without getting overwhelmed by the glare. A man whose intensity meets mine, and is compatible with mine. A man who does not trigger my anxiety. A man with soul, who understands my love for art, music, traveling and all things good in life because he loves them too. I ask that when we meet, I know immediately that he is the one, that he will leave no room for doubt. That his intentions towards me are clear. Universe, you know how much I've been knocked around in love before. I want someone I can be vulnerable, open and loving with. I know I have a lot of love to give, Universe. Please introduce me to someone who is worthy of it. Please.